I wanted to make a nod in this episode
carolruga , I think you'll love or at least I hope so. And my thanks to
alucinada2 , for their invaluable help to resolve all my doubts. And now I leave the chapter for you to read and opinéis, but you know that my desire is that you like. Kisses my love.
8.-FREE WILL.
GentleBilly? "We discussed y. .. no, I am not. I do not think I want to see anymore. "But ... I thought ... you said you were in love with him, Justin had turned his head to see the look on her friend
"And it was ... the truth is that I still am but argue a lot and we cry and now I'm more angry that love, "Justin laughed
" It's your first angry right? - the boy again set his sights on the stars painted on the ceiling
- You have never discussed with Brian?
-Nah said Justin ...- slightly rolling his head on the pillow back and forth "When we're together we talk, make love, we laugh, we love ... Brian hates that term, always talking about fucking, but for me itmore than that ... ... ... But no, we have never discussed ... I think we're not together long enough to argue. Damn! Three days ago we have not seen ...
"Your father and their stupid rules, I know ...
"Well that and my mother has been fatal a few days and I can not leave her alone. Luckily my Aunt Alice arrives tomorrow to go with and I'll be more free.
- Your Aunt Alice? Why did not you say anything? I love Alice is so funny, they both smiled thinking about the good times they had spent with Aunt Alice
- You know that she is the only one who knows - Justin glanced at his friend and saw the questioning look on her face "What I'm gay, I told him when we went to visit her in Toronto last month.
- Y. ..?
-He took great ... well, you know how it is ... a free spirit, she says, a crazy irresponsible as my father.
- And now comes to stay to care for your mother? I do not know ... may your father and she finished pulling their hair, wrinkled his brow Daphne thinking of coexistence between two ways of looking at life so different I do not think
spend much time together, my father's new job keeps him in the hospital very busy, not to mention all the preparations to launch his political career, has a lot of meetings and travel ... the truth is that there has been another to give in and call Aunt Alice, I can not be with my mother and study at the same time.
Daphne got up to find a cigarette and an ashtray, I returnedtudes of data smiled at Daphne
-Y ... What do you think?
- What about if I want? - Justin thought for a moment before continuing so I'm not sure. Sex with him is fantastic and when we do always worry about me because I am good and all, but his friends ... you know what it says Emmett, Brian Kinney relations practice, and Michael, who is your best friend told me that I have any illusions ...
"Yes, I also said that Brian never repeated to anyone ...
"The only thing that always tells me he cares is Vic and I guess you're right but ... but the truth is I do not know how he feels about me.
- You did you say that you love?
"Yes ... at first I told him once, but ... I concluded quAñana is Saturday, Brian does not work, I have no classes y. .. Aunt Alice can stay with my mother, so I can go see him home.
"Well tomorrow when you finish the" fuck? ...
- Daaaaaaaph!
-... rectified, when you finish making love, you look into my eyes caught the girl ...- school folder and began to play a scene with her in his arms as if it were a person -... and say "Brian, I love you and need you to tell me you love me too" - Daphne put his lips to the folder and planted a resounding kiss
"You're crazy, really ...- Justin laughed at the skit that Daphne had done with his school supplies as a partner
"I'm already too late. I'll call you tomorrow okay? - Justin shookIero "and the result was always the same, Brian tighten and obviated the statement, or separated by a comment that had nothing to do with them. Justin finally decided to keep it to himself, many times when I looked at Brian thought he loved more than anything and was dying to tell you, but did not. Justin
Although I could swear that Brian felt something for him in the depths of his soul he knew ... by the way they treat you, by the way he always caressed the scars and new cuts on his thighs, by the way his fingers tangled in her long blond locks and as they talked, the way they looked when they made the ... fucked for the care he put into his touch just the days when Justin needsCraig Taylor as new director of the hospital as an assistant to want someone you trust ... and I do not get into that circle.
"But you could accept relocation offers in any other position.
"I will not do it ... I have been your assistant for the past few years, besides being your daughter ... I do not work for this man knowing that I always used to blackmail you have chance, "Jack leaned back in his chair and rubbing the bridge of the nose mumbled
- How I can to have children so ... stubborn? - Claire, that despite the tone of his father had listened carefully, nodded and smiled sideways
saying "I can not even imagine, after a moment of silence Clairyounger than his mother, always wore long skirts and long flight and its neck a flashy trinket used to hang "like a hippie," his father would say scornfully, but the opinion of its Alice-in-law did not care too quite the contrary, the more he criticized Craig for his appearance more striking pendants and more appeared in his clothing.
went into the kitchen and saw his mother smiling, was the first time in many days, Alice chatted telling their latest adventures in Toronto
"Hey! - Justin said happy to see that the visit of her sister had felt so good to Jennifer
"Hello darling," her mother when Justin came over to kiss her cheek-Woouuu
! - Just cried Alice wheneyes to look at him ... your bare chest glistening with sweat, his mouth agape and his eyes fixed on him. Brian smiled a gentle smile to say between gasps
"I see ... I ... has ... missed ... less ... Sunshine-and a new attack, without missing a beat, changing the angle ... rubbing his magic once again point
-Oh! My god ...- moaned closing his fists on the smooth surface of the table without finding anything to hold on, Brian ...- the tensing your toes ... pressed his ankles behind his neck of Brian, feeling the tingle of her brown hair on the instep.
Justin knew he could not hold out much longer, were the three longest days of his life without Brian, unable to touch, unable to bes... Justin began to stroke slowly, I knew it was a matter of seconds that ended
-Brian ... I can not stand ...- Brian leaned over the table by bending of Justin, came to kiss on the lips briefly, put his hand between their bodies and wrapped her fist with which Justin enclosed his own erection. While moving slowly but deeply into Justin, encompassing his hand with Justin moaned
stroking his cock, Justin ... do not hold ... cum-and as if Justin's body was waiting for an order began to pound his cock and let the hot liquid from their bodies
-Ohhh! Jod ... Brian ...- orgasm filling her senses and emptying your mind
Justin lost in sinhis ear to his shoulder, the salty taste of Brian permeating his mouth ... Brian hips ramming perfect fist his hands around his cock. Justin's other hand traveling through his side, his tongue rising again from your shoulder to your ear, sucked her lobe and fiddled with his tongue around it
-Justin ...- Brian moaned as his body began to shake noting the Justin breath caressing her ear
-Brian ... Justin whispered cum a time before the first jet of sperm splatter your breast mixed with his own semen. Justin
hugged Brian, clinging to him with his legs and arms while Brian still panting and trying to recover the rhythm of your breathing. Brian s handsUstin, stained by the sperm of the two, and she laughed
"Damn, you miss a disaster, headed for the bedroom whispering" Wait, I'll bring something to wipe.
Justin sat at the table, thinking how stupid I had been to insist Brian let you know what I felt, but had not been avoided. Then Brian was back handing him a towel. As Brian told Justin wiped
"I have a gift for yourself .- your open hand into his palm" It's a key here ... I like to come and find you sitting on the stairs ... so if you come and I am not able to wait inside, "Justin took the key
saying" Thanks.
"I do not know how is it going to solve your visits to Kinnetik.
-Brian, I told you I did not mind not being able to see ... were met y. .. it was my fault for not warning.
"Maybe if you cogieses the phone and call me would be easier .- Brian said laughing.
Kinnetik Justin had gone to see him several times and had always found a way to spend time with him ... Brian smiled at those meetings, he seemed especially exciting ... but the last time Justin came by surprise in his office he was meeting and could not leave the meeting.
While dressed Brian Justin sat on his desk staring at the screen of your laptop
- Really you can not stay?
"Sorry but ... Today's touchura that gripped him whenever he noticed the boy's vulnerability made him stretch his arm to pat the knee of Justin, who put his hand on Brian when he heard him say "I promise that someday I'll take Babylon.
few minutes passed and Justin playing with Brian's hand while it looked concentrate your screen. Justin suddenly noticed the pictures of the sketches he had in his hands and said in amazement
-¡¡¡¿ This is not ?!!!- Brian Boyd Drew looked surprised
"Yes. I see you know ... Do not tell me you like baseball?
-Nah .- Justin replied "But all know Boyd Pittsburgh ... I also always thought that laughter is delicious .- Brian was totally sincere and sponmprove your course notes, with more mentions of honor and her father designed a future-as Justin left the stylus on the table and stood up and walked away to see the result.
"But your father can not ...
"If you can Brian. I present the next Dr. Taylor ...- at this point Justin imitated the voice of his father to continue - "You can not be a surgeon as I'd like but you will also be a great doctor."
"You can not let them decide for you, it's your future, your dreams are Justin Justin .- Brian stroked his cheek and said in a sad tone Brian
" Believe me, I have no choice .- Brian jumped up screaming. It bothered her to see how Justin was subject to all desires, procedures and duties of Craig.
- Scharm and get away when I say I love you. -Justin This is bullshit.
"It's not Brian, it's true ... I love you .- Justin moved away from the table and took a few steps
nervous about the loft, Justin, you think you love me is not true ... just ...
- Is it just screwed? You think? - Brian looked into his eyes to say "For me it is not for me is that Brian ... For me is love.
The phone ringing broke the silence that had developed between them, Brian came to pick up the phone but
Justin shouted "Do not you dare to pick up Brian ... I want to know that this is just sex ... Tell me shit! Brian Ten balls - his phone kept ringing but Brian had been paralyzed byJustin reaction.
-No ... I can not say that ... no ...
Claire's voice through the voice captured on a second full attention
"Brian I'm Claire, I'm in the hospital, Linds has become ..."
Brian picked up the phone immediately
-Claire Is Dad Linds?
-... ...
"I stop there.
finished dressing in silence, as they left the loft without saying a word. Jeep to go to Brian asked
- Do not have to go?
-to nine I have no need to be home, I'll walk to the hospital.
ooooooo ooooooo x
Justin took more than an hour walking through the hospital corridors, the peto
newborn in her arms - cupcake? - asked Linds lying in bed looking tired and still
"When I was a baby, Brian always called cake, and Gus is just like him ... sweet-Claire and Linds looked at Brian mocking
- Mamáaaaaaa! - Brian tried to protest, but just then Justin looked at him and without any sound come out of his mouth and with a half smile articulated syllables one by one "pas -te-li-to "Brian threw a childish gesture language.
ooooooo ooooooo x-Brian
really do not need to take me, could have taken a taxi.
"My parents and my sister are with Linds. I told you, I've got and I go back to hospital ... toArab anything about me ... For now I that I choose to tell you but ... I do not expect anything from you ... I do not expect you to tell me if you can not, not even hope you feel ... but I choose to tell you because I need to, I want to ... free will.